IM SO HAPPY I COULD DIE


School sucks and it sucks like tae. I hate my course, i hate some of my profs and even the way my circle of company treats me. Okay, so what more to hate? I cried last night kase di ko na makayanan yung trato ng mga kasama ko saken sa skool. No, theyre not bullying me, theyre nice people actually. I just cant erase the fact that i feel isolated whenever im with them. The more i spend time with them the more i feel alone. ironic. Okay so they have common friends to talk about kaya tahimik lang ako (as if makakarelate dba?) pero kung araw araw buong araw nila paguusapan yon tangina isnt that unfair?! hello? andito pako. Siguro sa sobrang tagal nila magusap natatakot na silang kausapin ako kase alam nilang nung isang buwan pa panis yung laway ko. Im not being cynical about it, it's just that i think they should consider others too kaya nga ako sumasama sa kanila kase i THOUGHT they could make me feel oh-im-so-happy-i-have-friends. God im so wrong.